I wrote today

-
I don't know why I cried today
I felt lonely or it was just my mind messing around with me.
The only problem that I have is not letting go of things that destroys me.

I was all okay but since yesterday 23 March 2024 I am feeling like a part of me is broken and I just can fix it.

I am a stronger person and I survived alot of things but there is something which is not healing at all. I can't fix myself anymore.

What just happened to me, I was happy if not atleast I was feeling okay not sad atleast but then here I am writing about it.
Sometimes I think n feel that I can do anything and then other moment I am all over the place.

I just want to cry n let it all out.


Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

happy Birthday kabir

-
I thought I should write a letter for you as next month is your birthday, today is 17 July to be precise n you slept already hehe while I am writing this.i hope your days are going fine and nuthing worrying you these days...I don't know much about you but I do try to know as much as I can without being obvious...okay I don't stalk it's more like checking up on you from far...m already a far far away love...okay let's talk about your birthday may be I'll send this by 12 am so you still need to celebrate your birthday also it's kinda bad that we never get to celebrate together ever...will do that okayyy...when...don't knw as if now but we will...stop thinking okay you can try trusting me n you can take steps towards me...just know I love you enough that you can rely on me...still you need time then you can take but don't take years...n you can ask things from me if you want too...I will like it if you take interest...just saying not making you feel uncomfo
Read more

the actual feeling

-
Why I got this feeling today I don't know it was like distroying everything, ruining everything and just dying.am I that hollow that I can't even breath or do anything.am I that unhappy that I just cannot survive these days...I am hopeless always breaking something here n there...
Read more

For you shikha

-
If you are reading this then know this thing you are amazing and you have you to tell this to yourself everyday,don't let any toxic person affect you in your life,you had enough n now you can stop hurting and you can embrace yourself.you are beautiful for the eyes who wanna see it and you are so loving that anybody can be greatful to have you. So gal smile right now for yourself n for your happiness n I am sure you are very happy these days and you will be more than happy soon..you have such an amazing loving people around you they lift you so much that you just can't break down ever,you deserve all of it and I know you will survive everything..happy birthday girl.... From your  30 years old self
Read more