Mood check Saturday
Fucked up mood I am not able to cry that's a new thing. Okay let's be honest how much time it takes to reply or check a message...like they say nobody is that busy that they can't reply once. I don't want to think but it's just pushing me to think. Why can't I be at ease atleast once in relationship... atleast once I wanna feel like smbdy actually care for me rather making me just wait like all the time I don't mind waiting but everytime everyday I am just waiting Bare minimum is that all people have to offer. Let's talk about it Non negotiable terms Communication Understanding feelings Reassuring me until I believe it Take interest in eachother's life Intitate for meets Don't disappear on eachother I know what this is...which is why it is hurting this much This is a pattern of ghosting isn't it. Say it on my face you don't wanna see me...you are not sure now...you have second thoughts about me...whatever we spoke shared all this time t