*Solo trip *Start buying alot of makeup *Change your style completely or wardrobe makeover. *Trip with Shilpa *Trip with Reena *Trip with Mona *DIY my room *Buy Boots * Start wearing Heels again that's your confidence. * Be happy like alot/ Not allowed to cry
Ur 1 msg makes me happy at times but you knw wat I can't always ask u to do these basic things for me....the basics is it alot to ask for....I am busy most of the times too but for you I can spare a moment to ask you how ur life is going...n I can't even blame you for not asking about my day or feelings ever...I deleted the messages bcuz it feels bad everytime I say smth u just never reply to that n avoid...I love you is it this difficult...I have realised while writing a letter for you the other day...you will not get time to read that either...I won't ever send u that...n yes I wrote this long msg as I am feeling really bad right now...I wonder is it all bcuz I love you n I just cannot do nything abt it or fact that u knw it... people usually make efforts for the person they love right? Why is it different in my case....either clearly I am not the one for you or u have sombdy else in ur mind.
So It's your birthday today and I am seeing you growing everyday n every year n it's so assuring that you are becoming best version of you everyday,I don't know if I send this to you on your birthday but If I do then know that I cried so much while writing this to you,you are my strength n smtimes a reason to live on without loosing my shitt...you are so so important to me I can't tell you,there are times I meet you to just see your face so that I feel good about what I have in life,your friendship made me realise hell lot of a thing and I am also growing with you,you teach me alot n I am always greatful that I found you,don't ever misunderstand me in life when it comes to our friendship just ask me okay...always be happy and healthy that's all I want from you...I just thought I should leave you a letter every year starting this year just to say things I usually don't. You know most of it but I said it anyway, love you forever n happy birthday 🥳
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