Rainbow

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I can’t even open my eyes this morning
I’m praying for my tired self
I put on yesterday that I look off last night
And another day comforts me
Without change, everyone’s going to the same place
Like clock hands turning without a sound
Endlessly on top of that path
A single dot passes by when my day comes to an end

I’m used to laying down my hopes
Excuses indifferently stacking up
It sculpts me who resembles the world
As I deeply bury everything in my heart

The red sunset
Makes my shadow harden
As I endure through each hard day
Will I get closer to my hopeful dreams?

Have the lonely nights stopped?
The rainbow has appeared again

Without change, everyone’s going to the same place
Like clock hands turning without a sound
Endlessly on top of that path
A single dot passes by when my day comes to an end
Again today, I’m chasing rainbows

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