Dear Diary

I can’t even open my eyes this morning I’m praying for my tired self I put on yesterday that I look off last night And another day comforts me Without change, everyone’s going to the same place Like clock hands turning without a sound Endlessly on top of that path A single dot passes by when my day comes to an end I’m used to laying down my hopes Excuses indifferently stacking up It sculpts me who resembles the world As I deeply bury everything in my heart The red sunset Makes my shadow harden As I endure through each hard day Will I get closer to my hopeful dreams? Have the lonely nights stopped? The rainbow has appeared again Without change, everyone’s going to the same place Like clock hands turning without a sound Endlessly on top of that path A single dot passes by when my day comes to an end Again today, I’m chasing rainbows

So It's your birthday today and I am seeing you growing everyday n every year n it's so assuring that you are becoming best version of you everyday,I don't know if I send this to you on your birthday but If I do then know that I cried so much while writing this to you,you are my strength n smtimes a reason to live on without loosing my shitt...you are so so important to me I can't tell you,there are times I meet you to just see your face so that I feel good about what I have in life,your friendship made me realise hell lot of a thing and I am also growing with you,you teach me alot n I am always greatful that I found you,don't ever misunderstand me in life when it comes to our friendship just ask me okay...always be happy and healthy that's all I want from you...I just thought I should leave you a letter every year starting this year just to say things I usually don't. You know most of it but I said it anyway, love you forever n happy birthday 🥳

For every day I miss you For every hour I need you For every minute I feel you For every second I want you For every day I miss you For every hour I need you For every minute I feel you For every second I want you In the darkness late at night I lay awake thinking No hope inside Suddenly in the distance Shining like a purple light You turn around And smile so bright Reaching out You take my hand And from then on and on Everything will be alright Someday the dark clouds will pass The rainbow will appear and The sun rays will welcome me Your every smile Your every word You are the one who makes me smile, ARMY