My delusional world

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I am sitting in the  corner of my room wondering n staring at blank and a moment later everything just got blurred out n I realized tears in my eyes...why am I crying I thought so but it kept on coming out now it's amusing to me,I don't have a reason to cry nor I am depressed still it's like my heart is hurting...
Let's not think don't think please stop thinking, my stupid mind I am talking to you,will you listen to me once,I am done with you so done.
Why are you home to people don't be a home,nobody stays at home for long.

Emptiness of my heart is always there it can never be filled by any means.

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